dis·il·lu·sion·ment
/ˌdisəˈlo͞oZHənmənt/
noun
- a feeling of disappointment resulting from the discovery that something is not as good as one believed it to be.
Done Wrong (excerpt)
-ani difranco
like how could you do nothing and say, i'm doing my best how could you take almost everything and then come back for the rest how could you beg me to stay reach out your hands and plead and then pack up your eyes and run away as soon as i agreed